Another great day to be me. I love when I have consecutive days in which I am consistently in a great mood. And now I feel that with the addition of this online journal that I will be able to remember these great moods.
I've stayed very busy today. I think that is a major factor in keeping me happy. I feel like I have accomplished the goals I set for myself. I got everything done that I wanted to get done. Went to class, got a head start on some Ed Psych homework, played basketball, and worked for three hours. I am in great position to do well in school this semester which would be a first since I have been here at UT. That always provides for some excitement. As long as I can stay focused and finish strong, I should have over a 3.0 in a semester for the first time in my college career.
The weather finally feels like Fall should feel. Its cool and crisp, but not too cold where you can't enjoy it. I watched a "horror" movie called 1408 last night and it was kind of spooky , but nothing to write home about. I find that it takes a lot to scare me. I've been desensitized to that kind of stuff due to the fact that I have seen so much that it just doesn't get to me like it used to.
My relationships with LeeAnn and my dad continue to grow in ways that I would have never imagined. I am so happy that I have gotten close to my dad over the past couple years. It started slow, but lately things have just been rapidly deepening. It's great that I have such good people that are also close to me. It makes life a lot more pleasing. LeeAnn has been amazing throughout our entire relationship but over the past year I really feel an incredibly strong connection to her. We have discovered better ways to express ourselves to each other, we have suffered together, we have experienced things together, and all that has made us stronger as both people and as a couple. I continue to find the distance an overwhelming barrier to climb, however we somehow have persistently managed it pretty well. No doubt it's difficult and will continue to be so, but I wouldn't want to do it with anyone else. She has been such a good foundation for me throughout our entire being together. I honestly can say that I have never trusted someone the way I trust her. It's a completely vulnerable, uninhibited, and open trust. Without that I don't think we ever could have made it this far. And I've made it as hard as I could on her. She has had a much more difficult road to travel because of decisions and mistakes that I have so selfishly made. Thank God for her strength and belief in me. It has changed both my perception of my life and the way I view other's lives. I honestly couldn't ask for a better person to know.
These things add up to a happy me. I am so blessed and thankful for everything that I have. God has been very gracious to me with the strength and wisdom he has provided. I don't tell Him enough, but I love truly love my God. He has been unbelievably generous in my life. Especially in the times where I have been stupid and inconsiderate and unthoughtful. I've done nothing to earn what He has given me.
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